The search for Love

Our hearts must break so fully to begin our journey to our ultimate Self.  Looking back I can see the truth in all the spiritual cliches' that have passed through my life as teachings of the Way of Love ............ The Truth will set you free........ All you seek is within you............. You cannot Love another until you can Love yourself! I am sure you can add many of your own or you are beginning to recognise these spiritual slogans in your own journey?

I was watching a film the other day and there were many of these one liners but one that stood out the most was "You must first forgive your self to Love the world". Now here in this space on my journey I know this is a Truth and this has been my journey to really creating life. All the 'products' out there that are coming into the mass consciousness now to 'Create Abundance......Prosperity......Your dream life" aren't taking you to this truth. Without our inner journeying to Forgiveness of self there is no Real abundance.

When I was a young 25year old, and I mean young, looking back I was so emotionally immature I had no concept of the selflessness required to create another human life, it was something that just happened to me, as the rest of my life then, or so I believed. Life happened TO me not THROUGH me, that's what I thought. I sought someone or something outside of myself to make me feel better, to love me enough to take away the pain of not loving myself enough and in this search externally for love, I neglected the life that was growing inside me. This child growing inside me was the only thing I needed to Love unconditionally, in this act I would have been loving myself so deeply, but I was too asleep in my own darkness to know this. So 22 years on, a journey so complex led to a Love so great that as I forgave myself for my ignorance, my pain, my sadness and fears so my child began to heal. She was able to feel the unconditional love that was absent from the moment she was conceived.  As I learnt to Love mySelf fully she began to found Love inside her own self.

What is the point of material abundance, accumulation of stuff in our lives if we cannot create an abundance of peace, joy, love inside our own self? No amount of things in life will bring you (or me) any of these qualities. They are not brought to you, they are brought through you to have first for yourself then to share with all those others you come into contact with.

We must go through a journey of forgiveness to find these qualities. As we set out we may first believe our life circumstances and all those who have passed through it are what we need to forgive for all the pain we believe they have caused us. When we are still feeling separate, alone, isolated & lost our external world feels like it is Doing its stuff to us. Maybe it is having you feel someone betrayed you, hurt you emotionally, physically, psychologically? We must have the courage to let go of the anger, blame, hatred, sadness for these things.

Forgiveness is one of the steps to inner peace, as hard as it may feel to let go of the 'wrongs' we believe have been inflicted upon us, we must have the courage to seek this.   If you are struggling at this time in the midst of chaos, pain and turmoil through what someone has done to you there is help at hand, literally!
We have so much loving support in the ethers, our angelic guides, our personal guardian angels, and a host of angels working with loving energies to carry us through, but the first step is to call upon them. Call now Cerviel the angel of courage to fill you with his loving presence to BE the courage you need to take you into forgivenss. Call upon Stamera, the angel of Forgiveness to help you see and find the understanding in them as opportunities for you to move closer to the Love you desire.

with Loving Blessings
Ashanti