So, Where did it all begin?

I know now this conscious journey began in my own darkest hour, some years before I had given birth to the beautiful child who would carry so much of my own torment, so much of the generational heritage of pain, separation, fear with all its 'coping' stratergies, plus all the wisdom, courage, love and faith that many of my ancestors held. Our journey together has been to heal the pain and illusions and embody the joys of Unity. My child was also a magnificent Soul with its own wisdom that had agreed to come alongside and work towards healing in this world, my task was to remember this Truth in her.

My breaking open began to happen in the summer of 1986, a journey I took would be the moment that broke me open. The pain of this time consumed me, I was plunged into my own utter darkness, madness and sense of loss so deep I was in so much pain physically, emotionally, mentally. BUT even in this I remembered the quiet voice that had been with me since as long as my memory in this life could recall.

I began remembering I KNEW so much as a child, had questioned, knew a Love so great this life couldn't fill me....... So I thought! Had I known this journey would have taken 20years, so much challenge, confusion, anger, fear, sometimes rage, would I have started??????? I now believe there was no choice, choice didn't exist at this level it was just a matter of existence, evolution, growth. There is no way any of us can avoid our own evolution, we can close our ears, eyes, hearts and anything else we have to close, but............. it happens, in time, in this life or our next or the one after we cannot stop the natural movement of growth that is our intrinsic nature............. Our growth back to Unity.....Divine Unity.

If you feel you are journeying through the darkness of illusion, call to Shekinah the Angel of Unity, along the way you will meet many other angelic assistants. As I am writing and as they present to help us all through I will share them with you. For now I leave you with Raphael to hold you in your healing.

With Loving Blessings to you all      
Ashanti