Stopping the struggle

As I let go of the struggle, as I surrendered to a life that I could not fathom, the possibility of being in a world without my child, allowing the possibility of this to fully fall into my being, I heard many thoughts move through my mind. The guiding voice inside softly spoke with a gentleness that could do nothing but fill my whole being with peace. It asked me "why should you not be a parent who lives a life with the loss of a child? why can this be a burden others may have to carry and not you? why must it be that your life does not carry such great loss?"

As these questions fell into me from this loving presence, I witnessed the separation that created the fears I carried in the smallest human self that in this moment felt desperation. As I breathed into this Truth the fear subsided, the peace that prevailed was so tangible I knew nothing would be lost in either the life or ending in this realm of that life. I fell into a sleep so peaceful, woken by a call from a family member full of fear after receiving a call from this lost soul in her darkest night. I heard myself reassure him, then gently fall into a deeper, peaceful sleep. I was woken by a knock in the very early hours, I was needed, I said NO, I could not go, again was pulled into a deep and peaceful sleep. I know now I was in a place, only accessible through total Surrender to God, I had fully gotten out of the way to allow Thy Will Be Done! If I had acted from any of the fears as a parent in this night, the outcome would have been very different.

That night, I was not with her, by the grace of God she was guided to a part of herself that I as a fearful parent could never show her. My most Holy self, 22years on from the ignorant, frightened, separate human, had reached so far into the Light of Gods Love that in that act of Faith, Trust, Surrender, she was able to make her own contact with God, me out of the way! We have our children, they are not ours to own. Each and every human on this planet has a promise to God to BE the presence of God on our earth. Each of us can only BE our divine promise when we are left to feel the deepest truth of that, alone, in the pain of our illusion that we are separate from God and our eternal divine self. .

This journey of healing may look like that of the child you are reading about, it is, but more fully, it is my journey to God, releasing all my fears, Trusting in a plan bigger than I can ever imagine. You who are reading this are all on your own journeys. Remember this: when you are so entangled with someone elses life and pain, it is time to start to look at your own! It is not your job to save them, it is your DUTY to show them!

Call upon Paschar to give you the Vision to see and Be from your highest Self, call upon Uzziel for the Faith you require to Trust, Surrender and to come into Unity with your Highest purpose.

with Loving Blessings
Ashanti
www.beyond-the-body.com
karen@beyond-the-body.com

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